Moons Light

You,

              I'm afraid i pushed you away to the point where you left for one day and decided not to come back. I'm afraid of what might happen if i lose you completely. I fear suicide might come for real. No more sissy "i want to die" and not do anything shit. I mean it. I love you to bits...And losing you...after i got you back...I mean fuck...

And then i get pissed and think yaknow what just go. But then regret that too.

Maybe i should just go slit my wrists some more and cry alone like i have been.

---Me.
PS. I HATE YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU. Fucker.

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